Anwar Hadi's

Amboi, title post 'glam' sangat hahaha. I mean, Anwar Hadi's (questions) ✌ hehehe. I found them actually hard to answer, but here are what I could think of anyway :

1. If you had a time-machine, and that time machine could travel both backwards and forwards in time, when would you travel to and why? What would you do there?

I'd choose to travel forwards, and if I were to given the exact time, 10 years ahead. I wanna see a 'stable' settled womanized version of myself, well hopefully I'm doing something great at that moment. I'd love to congratulate myself for getting there and thank the people who made me reach to that age/level. (Ah, tearing up right now thinking of future) 

2. What's one thing you've spent too much money on but don't regret?

Emmm, I'm not really a spender actually. But, I think it'd be my iPhone 5S (if it doesn't include my parents' money that I spent). I did buy the phone solely using my own money (my MARA allowance) and yep, not regretting any penny hehe. 

3. What's one thing you own that you should probably throw away but never will?

This is rather a super hard to answer, idk (or I don't have any) really. 

4. What's something you thought was true for a long time until you found out that you were wrong?

I spent quite a few minutes (half an hour) trying to think of the answer for this question, so for now this is it; I thought (when I was still teen) that my skin condition would get better when I get to my 20-ish age, but it doesn't, still. Most people around me (usually akak-akak and makcik-makcik) told me to calm and just don't think about it too much yet and wait till I age 20s and all my skin problems will go away bla bla bla and I truly believed them. And up till today, nahh it turns out that I actually need to 'work' so hard to get better healthier skin and not just sit and wait for miracle. This is a sad fact indeed. I feel deceived :(

5. What is the best possible future discovery or invention?

Cure to cancer, or even better, complete eradication of cancers, ALL of them. 

6. What is the worst piece of advice you have ever received?

Be the first one to say 'Hi'. (Urgh) 

7. Do you think you are "weird"? Why or why not?

Not at all, I'm too ordinarily-ordinary for the world lol.

8. What was the last question you answered "I don't know" to? Did you ever try to find out the answer?

Question number 3. Tried to think so hard, still couldn't find one. 

9. If you were forced to work a job that you're not passionate about for 20 years, but you get to choose what that job is, what would it be?

Prime Minister, I just wanna have the experience(s) and the 'feel' having to control the country in my hands. I don't think I'll ever love the job but yeah, back at the question.

10. What has art (paintings, literature, movies, songs, etc.) taught you that nothing else has ever been able to?

Word(s), even the simplest and shortest one (in songs, movies, books) could make you wail and give you the feeling/touch you've never had.  

11. Nak makan kat mana?

Anywhere that got char kuey tiow. Ahh, so sedap (drooling excessively)!

This is so fun! Because I'm always idea-less what to write in my blog. Hope you enjoy mine, and I want everyone else to do this questionnaire-thing more, fire questions away and give me some tough time to think of the answers at least to make my brain work haha. I appreciate it if you read all my answers, and I'd love to hear yours, pleaseee!

Good day, everyone! xoxo

The overdue post

Hi lovesssss! Hehe this is like an extremely overdue new-year-post. Phewww, I've been trying to write for quite a couple of times, but too bad my brain didn't work so well :(

But here I am, brainstorming ideas to shout them out at you people! What should I start telling you first? Hmm, okay let's do some 2016 recap, shall we?

2016 had been nothing but the best thing ever happened to me, alhamdulillah. It's the year I learned a lot about myself, and of course, the people around me. Allow me to say that it's the year I let myself do things I've been refraining myself to involve with. And, to my amazement, those unusual things actually made me feel much better rather than feeling self-indulgent of just staying in my comfort zone.

So that's 2016 in a para. What's for 2017? Nothing, but more happiness and more better self, I wish so. These days, at least for this past 1 month and a half, my life's not really up to anything good. Same old routine, flat feelings most of the time, nothing to look forward to everyday and other uninteresting parts. I know I need to fix something with my own self, but I have not yet get to find that switch/trigger for me to figure out whether to keep it on or off or change to a better switch.

I guess I need a long break from the same routine, which I'm reallllyyyyy looking forward for the long one month school break in this coming June inshaAllah. And, I get to celebrate Raya with family again, yeay me!! My heart and soul need refreshment, they seriously do. Let's hope for better days ahead, ameen.

Oh and yes, I totally forgot to include the best part hehehe which is the EUROPE TRIP! Thank God for the short 1 week break, it was indeed the highlight of the month. See, I told you, we all need some break; to refresh ourselves, to see new amazing things, to get new insights of the world and importantly our own lives etc.

I wish I can take breaks whenever I want to, but sadly the world doesn't revolve just around me. I need to be realistic and learn to live better, not to complain more.

Good day, people! God bless, xoxo ;)


Hi! I am back in Jordan after my 11 days of Raya holiday. It was super short but it was the best holiday I had so far.

I had the plan of going back for Raya since last year because you know, I won't get another chance of going back for raya any other time not after graduating at least -.- huhu. Bought the flight ticket few weeks before Ramadhan started without my parents knowledge. Was thinking of how I am gonna do the surprise, so I planned with my aunt to pick me up at KLIA and go balik kampung with her.

Time went by and so I was on my way back to Malaysia, but mom seemed to have the instinct of something is happening hahaha. She kept texting me that day asking where I was, what I ate for berbuka sahur and all. I was being very cautious so that she won't suspect anything. Here comes the day of our balik kampung. My aunt, Cikde told mom that she's going to bring her friend to berbuka together with our family. But the traffic was quite heavy on that day so we didn't make it in time for berbuka but mom insisted Cikde to still bring 'her friend' to eat at ours as my sisters were waiting for us while mom and dad were going for terawikh at masjid. Lol, plan changed a bit!

Cikde and I was very 'cuak' takut kena bebel dengan my parents hahaha. But we made it home at around 9 pm. my sister opened the door for us and there she went 'Eh, Along balikkkkk!!' Priceless! Adik was terdiam for few seconds tak percaya that her beloved Along is back. Hahahaha. Angah pulak kept telling me that she suspected this since it's weird for Cikde to bring friend home for berbuka. So Cikde and I ate dinner as quick and we can so that we can 'sambut' my parents home.

Okay, sound of car approaching the garage. Gosh, I was ketar lutut a bit. Parents opened the door and there I was standing in the living room. Mom was terdiammm and suddenly she cried 'Anak aku balikkkkk' awwwwhhhh the tears that I've missed :') Mom seemed to can't let go of the hug hehe, soooo good to be home! And so glad that they were all surprised! Yeayyy, berjaya buat surprise return haha. And that's it of my raya story. The best part of my raya this year, alhamdulillah.

The 5 days of raya in Malaysia was the best raya everrrr! Compensation of two years tak beraya with family hehe the happiness and blessings are real thank God :) Hope it's not too late to wish Selamat Hari Raya to everyone, Maaf Zahir Batin. May all the goods be with you all the times.